summertime

it seems so surreal that i am actually on summer vacation, and have been for a week now. you could say i've been livin' it up, but i feel more like i've been livin' it down because i don't really do anything exciting. pretty much the last few days i've been waking up around 9 [which is wonderful], going to the gym, napping, and watching mindless television movies. i did go shopping with julia, but i had no money so i couldn't get anything. i picked up a few job applications. i really need to get a job badly. i spent thursday with stephen, but even then all we did was lay in bed and watch movies and sit out by the pool and chat. yesterday was pretty productive. i went to the gym and then cleaned my car outside and inside. it really needed it. i suppose once i get a job and once my city class starts i'll be a lot more busy, or at least i will seem more busy. i think i want the public school kids to get out of school but in the end it doesn't really make a difference. i do know that i want my friends to come back from europe. i'm actually ok with my summer being like this; informal and pointless. i could spend endless hours just sitting by the pool and laying in the sun.