6.25.2008

dilemma [strange, i know]

today i got to see sarah wong!!!! i was so excited. i'm really happy she is back from france. she gave me her souveniers which were a J'<3 Paris t-shirt [partly from claire] and a statue of the David statue in Florence. of course i am the only person who didn't know what the david statue was. everyone else was like "o cool! a david statue!". i was like "ooh what statue is this?". everyone came to claire's house for pizza and we sat around the hot tub with our feet in and chatted about anything and everything. we are such an adult group. we just sit and talk. haha. i'm glad that we are able to have fun doing simple things. i think the plan for tomorrow is to watch star wars and play pictionary. random, but it should be a good time.

on a not so happy note, i dont think stephen and i are friends anymore. ever since our little "leave you in LP" incident he hasn't been to keen on talking to me and he is just being a downright asshole. i mean at first i felt terrible for what i did and i wanted to make it up to him and hoped he would forgive me. now he is just being stubborn and rude and i'm sick of him making me feel bad. i really hope that maybe it will be ok when we go back to school. i valued our friendship, and i thought he did to. i always felt that he used me a little during school and that maybe since he doesn't need me for that now he doesn't care how rude he is to me. either way, i'm done being a doormat. i'm not going to feel bad because i have too many other things to feel happy about. if i don't feel bad, is that wrong? i think not, but i'm still not sure.

tomorrow is brian's birthday. i hope he likes his gifts. unforunately i have to go to the doctor's. my ear is hurting really badly. i hope that i don't have an ear infection!!

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