9.14.2009

bebe buell

i planned on blogging with photos, but facebook is currently not allowing me to upload any. joyful. nontheless, this weekend was good. i went back to sacramento again because of my lack of wanting to stay in oakland. i suppose i shouldn't do that so much but elsie and stephanie were home and i really wanted to see them.
friday i went to CB in the morning to see the yearbook class. i also visited with Bogart, Mcgov, and Karen. i saw Eden!! we cleared everything up and met at starbucks after she got out of school. some much needed catching up was done until it was time for dinner. Elsie, Mike, Christy and i went to El Nov because i had a very rare craving for mexican food. Albert was there which made it 10 times better than it already was.
Saturday i was unable to go to Blink 182/Weezer that night but luckily Chester French decided to play a free little acoustic set at Dimple Records in Arden. it was cute and fun. i saw Laura Mandler and Melanie Chu there. DA was cute and Max was completely inebriated as is tradition. that night we had a target adventure.
today i watched football and installed my Adobe Creative Suite software with my dad. i'm excited to learn how to use it all.
now i'm back in oak painting my nails. i think this coming weekend Andrea and i are planning to go to Berkeley and hit up the Row. i want to have fun!!

Musc: Jimmy Choos - Chester French, Empire State of Mind - Jay Z

p.s. i downloaded the entirety of the Blueprint 3 and it is sooo ridiculous. i highly recommend it. further proof that Jay is a complete genius and boss.

____________________________/EDIT/_______________________________________
i've really noticed the true need for my college experience to get better. why? a few reasons. one would be because i'm living a low quality of life. unhappy people statistically die sooner. although i usually go with the "well i'm going to die someday" i'd like it not to be any day soon. another would be that because i am unhappy with my present life i am constantly trying to hold on to people and things of the past and i'm holding on too tight. everyone else is also in a new place and they are busy discovering new things and doing new things. they don't have time to be constantly holding my hand. i need to at least find some people to hold my hand here. i'm not sure the solution to any of this. it was just a thought that was bothering me. i'm not happy with my current life situation.

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