last weekend i had a huge anxiety meltdown from having my essay due and my final art review due but things went alright in the end. i just realized that i am not meant to be an over achiever because i can't handle that shit at all. in the end i finished on time and even got my art stuff done a day early, and i feel it turned out well. after everything was done i was ridiculously happy and the huge weight was lifted off of me. i suppose i am almost a person of extremes, but right now i'm really learning how to be more happy than upset. so far i'm doing an alright job.
as for other things, finals are coming but i'm taking responsibility and studying. i have limited distractions, although i'm looking for some. it is kind of bad, but break is coming and i don't want to be bored. i want to have fun and maybe something meaningful. idk. i just want to have fun at this point. i only have a few months of being a child left.
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