if, ands, buts

let's begin with i don't have a prom date, still, or again. but i have to get one because i bought a nice dress yesterday and i'm the preacher of make your own destiny and you have to go to prom. if i don't go i'll be told about how i'm the biggest hypocrite on the earth.

next, the boys bball team went to arco and they lost by 30 points. but that is ok because the team they played was full of huge men and the only way we would've stood a chance was if we had huge men too. but i still love them, duh.

and our baseball team also lost to jesuit but that is ok because the score was only like 3 to 0 and jesuit it very highly ranked in the nation. welcome back spring sports season!

i haven't been dreaming, and i want to so that maybe i can find some reason. i don't feel that everything happens for a reason and if you knew my situation you could imagine why. God, please prove me otherwise.

Music: Coldplay, Sufjan Stevens, slow, sad, contemplative