superman that hoe

here is a little homecoming update. homecoming season is 2/3 over for me. thank god and the mother mary, baby jesus. hahaa.

CB homecoming, Oct 20, 2007: went to dinner with NickLeathers, J Clow, Josefine, Madylin, K Craw, his date claire, my date luke, stephanie achondo, sarah wong, albert and charlsie. we went to Frank Fat's; this hella expensive chinese restaurant. everything was fine until stephanie, albert, charlsie, and sarah left early because of their picture time or something like that. they left a total of $40 fot he 4 of them. at frank fat's that is not going to be even close to cutting it. so when the bill came for $201 kevin, nick and i had to pay a ton of money. confrontation on this issue was terrible and stephanie, being herself decided to be a completely rude bitch but in the end kevin got his money because his mom was pissed. back to the dance. so we got to the dance and they wouldnt let me in unless i pinned my dress because i was apparently showing too much cleavage. they gave me this bullshit safety pin which did nothing so after i got in i just took it out. pictures took a million years. the picture guy made fun of luke's pants. haha. they were tight and purple. i liked them. the actual dance part was by far the most boring. our DJ was shitty. after the dance we went to Nick's house and his mom got us ice cream and popcorn and we had root beer floats. then luke, madylin, nick, j clow, sarah and i played ouija board in the basement. hella scary. i got home around 2 in the morning. overall it was fun.

CKM homecoming, Oct 27 2007: this one was interesting. so emily invited me so i needed her to get in. she was going to dinner with her friends so i was supposed to meet her there. so i get there at 8, as instructed but i couldnt get ahold of her. it was quite embarassing when brian walks up the street with his little group and sees me sitting outside by myself. but he's nice enough to come sit with me and wait until i find emily. we sat there for about 40 minutes with people coming up to him and talking to him, most of which acted like they assumed i wasnt possibly waiting with him. whatever. so eventually emily finds me and we go in. their DJ was better than Cb's but he still wasnt too great. at CKm hc you feel like you are in a pool of human sweat because all the people are so packed in that the air is thick from the humidity. the other downside to this is boys coming up behind you and dancing with you. you dont even know them but you can't really move away because you are stuck in this sea of moving bodies. like fish caught in a net all trying to swim different ways. but it was fun. i got to see a lot of people and dance and look cute. i didnt have to worry about flowers or dinner or whatever. afterwards eric perez took brian and me home.

to be continued...
this weekend is west campus'. hollerr.

see how they run like pigs from a gun

it is homecoming season folks and it is coming fast and furious. next weekend is my homecoming and i am going with Luke, my friend gigi's bf from west campus. i know it sounds weird but he offered to go with me and i said sure because it totally took care of the stressing to find a date thing. but then today i like called to make sure he understood about the whole dresscode thing, etc and he kind of didnt. so we were at target like freaking out because he wanted to wear a dress and you really can't do taht at CB. finally i got him to pick out a gold tie and this pale purple shirt but i had to compromise and let him wear gigi's purple skinny jeans. it doesnt look that bad actually. but he didnt bring money and so he has to have his parents come back to target with him and buy the clothes which pray to god he does.

next weekend is CKM homecoming. brian is supposed to invite me but now he is pussying out and doesnt have a date so he might not even go. i want to go regardless of if he does. i need him to tell me if he is or isnt going so there will be enough time for emily to invite me instead. he is really last minute about all this stuff. not to mention he doesnt like to let the public know how close we actually are. it is like i have some disease and he is embarassed about befriending me. whatever.

the next week is west campus homecoming. luckily gigi and luke are inviting me and albert. it will be fun and a nice low-stress way to end the homecoming season.

this all better be good.

lilian lies to avoid all the questions

i'm stuck between 2 places. one is old and comfortable. it is something i am used to and love and i know i do with all of my heart. the other is new and different. i am unsure about it and i don't know what to do or think. i love the old and comfortable one and never want to give it up. i don't know if i should move forward with this new one or stop it before it really even begins.


CONFUSED.
"she thinks that everyone is looking at the way her figure's changed"