bebe buell

i planned on blogging with photos, but facebook is currently not allowing me to upload any. joyful. nontheless, this weekend was good. i went back to sacramento again because of my lack of wanting to stay in oakland. i suppose i shouldn't do that so much but elsie and stephanie were home and i really wanted to see them.
friday i went to CB in the morning to see the yearbook class. i also visited with Bogart, Mcgov, and Karen. i saw Eden!! we cleared everything up and met at starbucks after she got out of school. some much needed catching up was done until it was time for dinner. Elsie, Mike, Christy and i went to El Nov because i had a very rare craving for mexican food. Albert was there which made it 10 times better than it already was.
Saturday i was unable to go to Blink 182/Weezer that night but luckily Chester French decided to play a free little acoustic set at Dimple Records in Arden. it was cute and fun. i saw Laura Mandler and Melanie Chu there. DA was cute and Max was completely inebriated as is tradition. that night we had a target adventure.
today i watched football and installed my Adobe Creative Suite software with my dad. i'm excited to learn how to use it all.
now i'm back in oak painting my nails. i think this coming weekend Andrea and i are planning to go to Berkeley and hit up the Row. i want to have fun!!

Musc: Jimmy Choos - Chester French, Empire State of Mind - Jay Z

p.s. i downloaded the entirety of the Blueprint 3 and it is sooo ridiculous. i highly recommend it. further proof that Jay is a complete genius and boss.

____________________________/EDIT/_______________________________________
i've really noticed the true need for my college experience to get better. why? a few reasons. one would be because i'm living a low quality of life. unhappy people statistically die sooner. although i usually go with the "well i'm going to die someday" i'd like it not to be any day soon. another would be that because i am unhappy with my present life i am constantly trying to hold on to people and things of the past and i'm holding on too tight. everyone else is also in a new place and they are busy discovering new things and doing new things. they don't have time to be constantly holding my hand. i need to at least find some people to hold my hand here. i'm not sure the solution to any of this. it was just a thought that was bothering me. i'm not happy with my current life situation.

boo, you whore

so what can i say about school...i'm out of the awkward "i don't know what i'm doing" phase but i have yet to have a lot of fun. most of the time i sit in my dorm room and do my hw, chat with my roommate (who is great btw), look through magazines, go on the internet, or go in the lounge and watch tv with people. none of these are really the idea of fun i had in mind for college. my favorite parts of my life right now are probably when i watch freaks and geeks, obsess over Seth Rogen, ichat, or get to go home (like i did for less than a 24 hour period this past sunday). this weekend i'm going home again but next weekend i am going to venture down to berkeley. spencer tiereny, look out for my text message!

Music: Run This Town - Jay-Z Ft Rihanna and Kanye West

obsessed

My latest obsession if you can't figure it out is the television show Freaks and Geeks. my roommate brought the entire season (of which there sadly is only one) on DVD so i could watch it and i've blown through 4 of 6 discs in one day. i'm thinking it literally is my new favorite TV show even though it is no longer on air and only has 18 cherished episodes. for those of you who have never seen it, Freaks and Geeks is pretty much about the dynamics of high school social life, focusing on the experiences of the Weir siblings. there is the older sister Lindsay, former mathlete gone "freak", who hates high school and doesn't really understand life. she starts hanging out with a bunch of burnout kids (James Franco, Seth Rogen, Jason Siegel) and learns that they are more than just potheads and screw ups. then there is the younger brother Sam who is a freshmen and is trying to stay out of trouble with his two friends Bill and Neil. Sam is the typical small freshmen who despite his size wants to still experience every visceral experience high school has to offer. the pair and their friends make for the funniest scenarios and most entertaining thing i've seen in awhile. as if Seth Rogen, James Franco, and Jason Seigel weren't enough for me to give this show a rave review, it is legitimately great.

Music: Bad Reputation - Joan Jett